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Sent to a friend[10902] do i try to get her back?
i'm a student at FSU and i left my hometown and girlfriend of 13 months the day before our 13 month anniversary in august of 2007. I was doing fine at school for about a month when my best friend came into town from home and stayed with me for a week. I could tell there was something wrong with him but he said everything was okay. I found out the next week from my girlfriend that she and him had made out two weeks after i had left for college and that their "thing" had lasted only the two weeks up until he came up to see me.Needless to say i was pissed, he told me not to worry about it, so i killed him. No i'm kidding but i wanted to beat him down. But i didn't. Now said girlfriend has a steady boyfriend who she now has sex with often (she was mormon, now she's stopped going to church). I am still mormon, and i'm going on a mission for my church in september.
I still love her. Is that wrong? People keep telling me to get over her, but it seems impossible. I'm trying the best i can, but i thought i was going to marry her. SHould i just let it go? or should i try to get her back? I don't know, i don't know what the right thing to do is...
I have since made good with my best friend, it wont be like it was before, but at least we're talking to each other. but i still have mental images of them making out on his bed and it makes me sick.
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