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Sent to a friend for the past 18 months i have been having an affair with my best friends fiancee. it started off as a purely sexual thing, which was fantastic as i was in an unsatisfying relationship & he was contemplating leaving her. the only thing stopping him leaving was his 2 year old child. after about 12 months of seeing him i was having difficulty juggling the two relationships. i had foolishly fallen for him a long time ago, a feeling that was mutual, however i was well aware he couldnt leave his partner so i called the whole thing off due to the emotional stress it was causing me. about a month later i receive news from my friend that they were expecting their second child together, which i found absolutely devastating as i was still completely in love with her partner. one of his main issues was that he wasnt ready for the family life yet had been dragged into it. even tho we hadnt been seeing each other we still spoke regularly. about 2 weeks after this news i left my relationship of 6 years & went out on my own, resuming my affair with my friends fiancee, with little resistance from him, which has continued up until now. we have each called it off for various reasons but it still continues as we cannot say no to each other & make each other so happy when we are together. we have had our issues, tears & joy but essentially we are great together. i see them both together regularly & him on his own also. it is becoming difficult for me as their second child is due in 3 weeks & im really starting to feel like the outsider, a fact i was always aware of but am finding more painful to deal with as things progress. im not a bad person, i found someone who was there for me when i was down & needed some strength, as did he also. things have just snowballed in his world & i will always just be an outsider as i know it wouldbe an absolute nightmare if he were to leave her for me. i realise this seems very shallow but i believe it is genuinely a hopeless love that just occurred with the right person but at the wrong time & may never actually come to be realised. i dont know where it will go from here but who does know exactly which way their lives are going to go, really?? as i say to him, never say never...Rating:0.00
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- he's not respecting his fiancee or you.
there's nothing real about him.
you and his fiancee (& who knows who else) are just his little play things.
get over it.
he has no real feelings, you let him get away with shit like having sex with him when he's got somebody, now he can do anything.
YOU need to find somebody that will sacrifice for you, be with you, and respect you. he's holding you back.
do your friend a favor, move on. he has a family, you're ruining it. - you are a stupid slut
