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Sent to a friend So you're an emotional guy, and all the girls flock all over you. It takes you a year to notice that I happen to be a girl who maybe interested in you as well. Then a prettier girl pops up, acting a all girly and flirty and ditzy. AAAAnd thats when I loose you. It seems the only times I ever had you to myself was when you were feeling down, and just wanted to rant about it. I suppose we don't have much in common anyways. You're into your art, and im into my ...classes. It was nice, thinking even for a little while that I might actually be someone you could be interested in romantically. It just stings a bit when I get back in touch with reality, and find a. we have nothing in common, since all I seem to do is just...listen to you talk. I used to think it was nice we could just share a quiet moments even hours together just listening to music, but it ends up that was just because we didn't have anything to talk about. You ARE funny, interesting, caring, loving. I did think of you as possibly being my soulmate. Though now that I think about it, Im sure many other girls probably think that as well. It's just something about you that attracts, you being good looking helps a bit as well. Though you ARE most times, arrogant, egotistical, highly emotional, and selfish. You can quickly throw others out of your life, ignoring them. Sadly I find it's something I can do as well. It's been bothering me, almost killing me for months-thinking that I should do that with you. Because everytime even if I try not to, My hopes still go up when we speak and you say something encouraging. I think it's just that I'm tired with dealing with it all. I'm tired of wondering, of suddenly feeling the ground disappearing from below me, of suddenly wanting to get on the next flight over to you to just hug you and listen to you talk for ages about almost nothing. You're like a child and a man. And you have driven me up the wall. I'm shy around you, then try acting like an idiot just to see you laugh and smile. looking like a fool infront of the whole world JUST might be worth it, if it turns your sad frowns to happy smiles, and hearing you laugh. JUST might. But It shouldn't, and It wont. I dont want to let it. I miss you terribly, just hearing your voice, or just listening to you dj your music. I miss the quiet hours, just sitting and listening. I wont I wont go chasing after you every time you go quiet anymore. If you really value me value my friendship I wish you would just once take the time to ask me. To go chasing after me for once. But I'm not going to keep my hopes up about that. Obviously-it wont happen. I'll still be around now and then, butnot as much as I used to be. I dont want to hang out with you anymore. Not if you keep avoiding and not talking about the one thing I DO want to talk about. I'm through chasing after you. I through being the idiot.idiots, they wake up, and learn every now and then. They stop being idiots.
Rating:5.00
Comments
- Is he called dan? So many guys that seem interesting and soulful at first are actually just egotists. Shame but you learn like you said
- I'm trying to get out of idiocy too. Just lived everything you penned.
