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Sent to a friend[147988] Eugene all I did was lie to you
My dearest Eugene,If you get to read this, I hope you get to recognize me by the way I greated you (my dearest Eugene) remember how my letters used to start. I am writing here being that I am too hurt to speak to you. The day we got married was the happiest day of my life july 3, 2004. I never wanted to loose you and as time passed by I finally got to realize how much i took you for granted. All I want to confess in this site is that I never cheated on you. My body never belonged to another man before our marriage and even after our divorce till this day. I lied when i said I was with some one else. That person never existed. I confess to giving your phone number to this co worker of mines just to get back at you for rejecting my phone calls. I was angry and hurt that you had already moved on with other women. i wanted you to feel the pain I went through when you first left me. Even during the time, you was seeing that other woman. Apart from all the insults I learned you said about me, some where in my heart I still feel for you. You can't imagine how I feel every day of my life when I think back at what we were. Yea, you would say i was your college mate, the only person who was around. You know something? Last night I was talking to your son as he ate a late snack. He told me about how you would take the train back home. He told me that you didn't have a family. All this time, we've been waiting for you to come back home. This is my love for you Eugene. I told you that I would fight for you, I've done stupid things I admit, and I am so sorry for it. Instead of holding on to you, all I've done is push away. Perhaps you moved on, or not want me anymore. I'll hold on to my regretts, I don't know if I'll be able to move on. You might not even believe me after all those lies. But I can swear that I've never been with another man other than you. How I wish you were here. I can't forget you.
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