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Sent to a friend[16424] My Life Is Just One Big Confession - And I'm Only 13.
I'm a 13 year old girl and I've posted this in the 'Sex' category. That says it all really. I watch porn on the internet all the time and I masturbate. I have orgasmed properly about 5 times. I experiment to see what I can shove up my holes. I once saw a video of a woman with the a wine bottle up her anus, the big end first.I desperately want to lose my virginity. I have a list of guys and It's getting me down. Every time I see them I just want to feel them inside me.
I also once took a girl I know's myspace pictures and signed up for dating sites with her identity as I'm so insecure about how I look top be myself. I'd rather be her, thin, sexy with big boobs, and not a virgin.
I was bullied and hit and kicked when I was 4 up until I was 8 by a girl named jessica. She was unpopular and took it out on me, making me do what she said. I was so relieved when she went off to secondary school but when I got there 3 years later she's in my form so I have to sit next to her for 1 hour every day. The worst thing is she pretents she can't remember it but glares at me every so often.
When I was 5 my best friend came to my house, we were playing doctors and i pretended i was having a baby. She lifted my dress and I said for her to check how much I was 'diluted'. She did and I really enjoyed it. We touched and rubbed each other through the night.
I don't care if this gets no ratings. I need to tell someone.
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