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[18310] i miss him

my boyfriend broke up with me a few days ago and i really miss him i want to get back with him so badly but i dont think its going to happen we both share the same friends so ive seen him abit since the break up and we havent talked at all i dont know if he even wants to talk to me. he cheated on me before and i forgived him and we got back together i just wish this time he would relise he misses me and wants me back. a few of his friends have asked to score me but theyre not even near the same as him i want to do it though to piss him of but i know thats stupid because theyre my friends and i wouldnt want to ruin our friendship. i really want to talk to someone about it all but it seems like people arnt too pushed because of when he cheated on me all i did was talk to people about it and ask for help. we went out for 7months its so weird on my own again no consant messaging on msn and holding hands and going out places together. ive lost my appeitie completely i wouldnt of eaten in four days if it wasnt for staying with my friend and her making me eat but apart from one meal a day ive eaten nothing i dont know why but i want to make myself sick and go to hospital, and im consantly waking up during the night and not being able to sleep. i know the pain will go away eventually but at the moment it just seems to get worse. i really wish i could just get over him now.

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