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[19551] HS CRUSH

I have a crush on my friend of 4 years, I'm a senior in high school, anyway I started likeing him since junior year, senior year during spring beak I told him I like him on myspace, he didn't respond, that was fine with me. But he reactions when we talk can be confusing.
1. When we talk am say its a friday we can talk from 7pm all the way to 3am in the morning.
2. On myspace he has a picture of the 2 of us on myspace, so my friend commented it saying "awww you two look good together y don't u ask her to marry u", now if he didn't like me would he have deleted it for no one to see it?
3. Another pic on his myspace with him holding his neice my friend goes and says "that will u guys baby in a couple of years"
4. Every time something is brought up about me likeing him or something, he has this big gushy smile on his face.
5. one time he asked me for a hug out of the blue, which is weird to me.
6.plus sometimes he play fights with me
7.one time during track, i was walking be and he was with another boy, than he said why r u looking at her butt, i was shocked as hell i still cant believe he said that, is it me or what
8.he also showed me a pic of him barley naked, the only part i couldnt see was his private area, would he do that if he didn’t like me?

When prom came by we sat next to each other and did not say one word. So one day I got upset at waiting for an answer and sent a letter saying all you have to say is that your not interested, than that’s where I would say why did it take you so long to tell me. Than the next day my sis started talking to him on my aim and he goes to say we need to talk there is a misunderstanding. He was saying that the letter was hash and I later said sorry but he still did not sat in person that he does not like me. He tell two other people that where cool and everything but does not tell me at all. Than that Monday comes by where his screenname was online but im not sure if it was him or maybe his brother say this to me,I think I feel the same way. I have feelings for you. The reason why im not sure if its true is because he said that someone was messing around with his screenname because it kept signing off. I never told him wat it said though, so I don’t know wat to believe any more.
so now i know he dosent like me that way but the way we are i dont believe that he dosent like me,talking on webcam shirtless makes me wonder.
im trying to get over him tring to move on. ughhhhhh :(

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