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Sent to a friend After 8 years of being without the guy I beleive is my true soulmate, I refuse to let go still. Honestly there is not a day that goes by that I do not think about him on some level. I still have dreams about him, never sexual, but I do talk to him and sometimes dream of kicking his wife's ass. I know it is so wrong, but I never really had complete closure on the situation. We were best friends even after we broke up. We would go fishing together and ride around and talk all of the time. Since he got with her, he has not allowed him to talk to me what-so-ever. I have had other relationships since then... in fact many! I dated a guy for almost a year, another for 2.5 years, I even got married and divorced to another and now I am with a guy I have been with for a little over 2 years and we have a child together. I would like to believe that one day I can except what has become of "Us" and try to move past it but do not know if this will ever be possible. I want to leave the wife mean messages on Myspace and I know that if they ever divorced, I would leave my son's dad in a minute just to be with him. My ex looks so miserable when I have seen him... he isnt even allowed to talk to me because she is a bitch. I am so messed up and love is making me SICK.Rating:0.00
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- you really should stop talking to him, give him a chance to live his life without you in the picture and you just need to get over it and move on
- I HAVE NOT TAKED TO HIM IN ALMOST 8 YEARS. HE AINT ALLOWED TO AND I HAVE NOT ATTEMPTED TO.
- wow, thats sad...
But, what if your husband wanted to comunicate with an ex that he really loved,, would you let him?
I wouldnt, because there are always feelings in between and its a risk, you know that because you DO still have feelings for him
Just give it up, he was probably your first love, and you have a ideal image of him. But he probably isnt even the man you met 8 years ago anymore..
People change,
we grow up..
And if hes with his wife, its probably because he loves her and chose her to share his life with..
- You've got to let go! Trust me, now matter how controlling his wife may or may not be, if he REALLY wanted to speak to you, he absolutely would. No wife can stop her husband from communicating, if he really wanted to. But in 8 years he hasn't tried. That's because he DOESN'T WANT TO SPEAK TO YOU! He IS "allowed!" He has moved on; now you have to as well. Stop ruining your relationships and a chance to find happiness with someone new, over the ghost of a past relationship that's long since dead and gone.
