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Sent to a friend i can never change. i cannot compete. i cannot take challenges in life. i'm 24 and i cannot drive a car. i cannot convince people. lack of social skills. i'm a silly guy. i never get a chance to be in line with the society. i'm so unique that people take a matter of seconds to hate me. i'm weak. i'm tired of my weakness. i'm too submissive or too stringent. i'm influenced easily by criticism. i dont know how to balance my life. i lack basic smartness while talking to people when i need something from them. i take too long to do anything. i'm basically a skill-less coward son-of-a-bitch. people take advantage of me. all i know is to sit in front of computer or study my subjects. i'm a 24 year old guy who shamelessly is telling that he doesnt know anything but to study. i over-analyze things, and feel great when people try to lift me up for false reasons. i'm too sensitive to people's comments. i have a lot of anxiety inside me. i'm a loser. i dont know anything in my life except to study books. i'm a dumbass. i feel happy when i'm saying this in this forum because nobody knows who i am. otherwise i would cry inside myself. i am the biggest cartoon of the year. i like inflicting myself with demeaning words and i lack self-esteem. i sell myself like a whore. i will never change. things for me will never change. i always look for people to change me. i never change by myself. i rarely get opportunities to show what i am (which is nothing). i am a motherfucker. i am an asshole. i am a good-for-nothing prick. i need freeness. lots of freeness and without it i'm suffocated and cannot do anything in life. but, freeness is not always possible. i smoke cigarettes like i burn tons of wood. my father never taught me how to live life outside. i am an introvert. he never communicates with me. i get low and depressed easily. i have no limits. i am the most downtrodden person on this earth. if you see me you will feel that what i said is not true. as you live with me you will come to know i am such a negative-minded person who is really good-for-nothing but appears real normal and talented. by the way, i am an amateur too. i am not a mature person in terms of learning social life. i suffer from depressions and head-aches and lack of sleep due to the way people look at me as an incompetent idiot.Rating:0.00
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