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[23980] The Future is Short

I'm going to do something fucked up, I'm going to lose my life in the process. The world is a fucked up place. I've given my life to god , but I'm bisexual. The big problem is I'm married. I've made mistakes in my life , but I can't help being this way. I had an incident happen to me , I don't know if it turned me gay or I may have been dormant. I'm tired of other people in my life. I'm tired of all the bullshit. I used to be afraid to die. Now I'm just waiting on someone to light the fuse. Everyone gets to live there life the way they want. Everyone has opinions about the life my wife and I live. I don't want to be bisexual, but I am. I go to church , but don't think I'll get into heaven. I go cause I try to change. What am I doing on here. I am really confused. Today I hate life tommorrow , I'll want to live. Whatever. I used to think I was afraid to die. I used to think I was afraid to kill. I used to think I was loved. The truth is I don't think at all. I just react. Follow me through the rabbit hole My delusion is real. and so is death. I'm tired of the bullshit. come see how tired. These are the rantings of a nobody , a never be anything. No one will cry when I die. I find it hard to do things , because I know what I have to do. I know I'm not going to be here long. So everything I do is a waste of time. I guess I'll waste time living while waiting for death.

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