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[24488] My marriage is a joke.

I waited forever to get married, 37, six months ago. The relationship had been rocky, I thought it would honor God to get legal, first off. Second, we had bought a house (before I was ready), and my son and I put most of the sweat equity into it to buy it.
The day we married, no real wedding, no dress, no ring, no family, he began trying to order me around based on Biblical submission! No way.
He has been so erratic in paying the mortgage that we are always on the verge of foreclosure, but he won't include me in the bills at all. He is a total control freak, and I feel like a big idiot for marrying him, although I would be on the streets except for that piece of paper. He treats me like a stupid child, and tells me a different version of events almost every day, wanting praise for doing things that are financially irresponsible, hardly providing for us at all. I am completely and totally heartbroken, angry, and disappointed. I don't know why I have done this to myself, why nothing ever changes, and why he pretends to change, and then defends the dishonesty and foolishness.

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