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Sent to a friend Im 28 and married for almost 2 years now. I sometimes feel like my wife and the family that came with her is slowing down my career. I am 28, starting my career late in life and I feel like a looser because I can't support my family on my 10$/hr. Sometimes I wonder why I got married when I did, then I look back and think that it was the right decision at the time with my grandma dying and my dad and I getting kicked out of her house afterwards. I just sometimes wonder where I would be right now if I had not gotten married. I also suck because I cheated on her when I watched my best friend have sex with his wife with I masturbated (I had a thing for his wife), and they don't like my wife because they feel like she stole me away from them. Part of me feels bad for doing what I did and the other part enjoyed it and wants more.So I smoke pot to deal with it, and when I get really stressed out about my life and my low paying job I drink hard alcohol.
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