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Sent to a friend secretly wished i'd get pregnant so as to keep meyself next to my boyfriend. so that i could let go of my ambitions (career, goals, dream) so often cited but perhaps no longer valid. the truth is that i experienced bliss next to my boyfriend but the life i saw myself sharing with him was not what i had dreampt of, and or planned for.i could maybe breathe and enjoy the simple joys of life--a baby, a man i love. a good life. but i never got pregnant and so i've left my love so as to move on with my life and continue pursuing my 'grand' plans. i'm afraid of what's to come. i miss sharing my bed with him.
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- this is a dangerous ambition. seen it happen to too many girls get pregnant to keep the boy friend around or to stop them abusing them by having a baby. but the truth is the guy aint gonna change for the bub he would most likely run
- me too,
me too?
-619510 - That was really sweet :) I don't know what's in the next chapter in your life, but so far it's a page-turner! Just keep going at it with optimism and you are sure to attract pleasant surprises--it's just a page turn away!
- was it so hard to have both carreer and love? to just feel and be whole?
- As hard as it is to combat those maternal instincts, put yourself first. Put your ambitions ahead of everything and everyone, and eventually someone who is compatible with your goals and lifestyle will fall into place. It's weird how it works, and sometimes it takes longer than what is typical, but chances are on your side that it will work out. It's better for everyone, you, him, and your future children that you engage in something stable and happy.
