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Sent to a friend A few months ago i reconnected with me ex-boyfriend. It had been two years since we were together, but i still thought about him all the time. The night i called him he came over and we stayed up all night talking. He told me he had a girlfriend, i was sad but said i was happy for him. But as things prgressed we ended up being together anyways. i told myself i could stay detached. A few weeks ago i had plns to spend my friends birthday with him and our friends. my ex hadn\'t called in days and i wondered if he even would. but the night befor my friend birthday my ex called saying he wanted to hang out. I felt silly but i was really excited. I drove right home from class and cleaned while i waited. long story short he didn\'t end up coming. we rescedualed and he canceled again. The third time he didn\'t even call to cancel. I don\'t know when it started but one day i turned around and realized that, dispite my efferts, i really loved him and worse of all he wasn\'t mine. he said he\'d make it up to me on mon. or tue. but didn\'t call till thurs. he came over that night. i was crying and he was pissed (like he has the right) and it hurt. but i ended it. the problem is *I\'m always going to put him first and he\'s always going to put her first. it\'s not equal and it can\'t work. it hurts to much.Rating:0.00
