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[7279] Sick of this life, not that\'d you care

With very few exceptions, I hate you all. I\'ve found myself while watching shows about the end of the world thinking, \"couldn\'t happen to a better place.\" You\'re mindless, self-indulgent, egotistical assholes, and I truly hate the overwhelmingly vast majority of you.

Fuckers like you are the reason I rarely leave my home. I simply don\'t want to deal with any of you. When you talk, all I can hear is the bleating of sheep. I wish you would all piss off and leave the rest of us alone.

Life would be so much better without all you fucking people in the world. The wars you start, the emotionally crippling idols you all bow down to, the crimes you commit, the innocents you hurt, your refusal to help your fellow human beings, your stupid fucking trends, your desire to be \"different\" just like everyone else, you lack of intelligence, your panic-y and distrusting nature, the planet you\'re killing, the great global apathy you all revel living in... all of it makes me want to puke.

I find it tragically amusing that a flock of birds can change direction all at once in mid-flight, yet you piss-ignorant retards need velvet ropes to keep you in line at the bank or the movie theater. I hate how you all seem to think that the world revolves solely around you, and how you don\'t have a compassionate fiber in your beings. You see tragedy daily on your televisions, then forget about it during the commercial break. I hate you all for sitting on your thumbs while my country was taken over by neo-fascists. And I hate you all for not having the balls to stand up and do something about all the things we\'ve fucked up and made wrong with the world.

I hate you stupid people who are convinced that your \"almighty god\" is going to smite you down for the fun you can have with your dirty little genitals or even for your mere thoughts. I hate that you\'re proud to live you life on your knees not having to make hard moral choices for yourselves. And I especially hate you for trying to cram your handicapping theological opiates down my throat. And I really hate that some of you will read this and feel compelled to \"pray for\" me.

I loathe your worship of mediocrity and your disdain for the intelligent and creative. The American Idols, Abercrombie & Fitches, iPods, and McMeals you\'ve sold your souls to? You don\'t own them. They own you, and you\'re too stupid and blind to see it. You\'re all just waiting for the next big thing while your lives pass you by. And by the time most of you realize it, it\'s far too late to do anything about it.

And me? You\'d never know I felt this way to look at me or talk to me. I keep this all buried deep, doing what I can to blend in with the rest of you fuckers, so you won\'t cast me out of your pathetic little utopia. But it\'s always been there in the back of my mind. I\'ve tried to make my feelings go away, but I might as well be praying to one of your useless gods. I can\'t change who I am or how I feel.

But I will always strive to be better than you. I will continue to read books, think for myself, question authority, and do what little I can to change things. I will raise my children to be better than you. I will continue to do right by me and mine. And I will continue to do so quietly. This is the most you\'ll ever hear from me.

I have not and will not break your laws. I have not and will not ever intentionally hurt anyone. And I don\'t need your gods or laws to have a sense of right and wrong.

You all like to imagine that you\'re unique and special in your own little way. I know that you\'re not, and I fully accept that I\'m not and never will be. We are all just insignificant specks in the greater scheme of things. The difference is I can see it, and you steadfastly refuse to.

I sincerely hope you all wake up one day and forget how to breathe.

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