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Sent to a friend I'm a lesbian - but, I am attracted to gay men. This doesn't make any sense. I guess its cause they act more like girls.I lost my virginity to my best friend - a gay man. It didn't make any sense. But, I loved him so much. He didn't love me and was moreover was really horny and trying to have sex with a woman so that he could be straight because he thought it would make his life easier.
Afterwards, he basically told me that he didn't love me and the sex was meaningless.
I spent the next 4 years trying to make him happy. I was never able to succeed. But we were still best friends.
Eventually he got a boyfriend that he fell in love with. He then told me that he didn't want to be friends with me and that our relationship had been downhill ever since we had had sex.
I still love him - even though that was 3 years ago and I've been with my girlfriend for 2 years. I still dream about him at least once a month.
He won't even talk to me and now lives far away.
Rating:3.77
Comments
- Wow, that's fucked up!
- lol!
- who cares bitch your pussy wasn't good enough to make a gay man strait and its definitly not good enough to keep a man whos not gay around! good choice on being lez!
- that so sucks for you!! sorry for him that he's a jerk...hopefully with time you'll be able to let go of the idea of this relationship working out. good luck to you!!
- I'm that gay man women always fall in love with, the women can be straight or gay....The problem is I always show intrest in there situations (boyfriends or gals) .This creates problems when i want to get involved with a guy because I become there support system. I feel like I'm a Dr.at times..."GOD get a grip people".I need someone TOO....not you!!
- lol sweetie you arent a lesbian. i know its a hard thing 2 grasp, but you really arent. you identified with him, and wanted the comfort that he had with his sexual orientation that you will never have because you arent gay at all.
if you've tried this hard for a guy (even if you've tried harder for a girl) you arent gay in the first place.
myspace.com/turz - He sounds like a prick who blames you for his problem that he couldn't accept himself for what he is. He was using you as gay-training wheels?
I'm bi and a guy, but I see lesbians liking the company of gay guys quite a lot. Something to do with the lack of sexual pressure. Not so with me, you're fair game! All joking aside, you sound like a great person, giving and caring for your friends. Even if they don't appreciate you for it.
