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Sent to a friend[8994] I really did want to commit suicide
The majority of my life I suffered from Clinical Depression because I was ignored as a child. When I was 10 I wrote a paper on how I wanted to kill myself but I got my journal mixed up with my school journal. My teacher talked to my parents who in turn asked me if I really wanted to commit suicide. I said no because I was ashamed and immediately they forgot about it and I never got treatment. I really did want to commit suicide and the only person who knows is my sister because she kept asking me about it.Rating:3.71
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- Hold on there my friend. You were born for a reason. Don't give up. Life has a purpose for each of us. You just haven't found yours yet. It's harder for some. I know. Just don't gibe up. Love&Peace
- Talk to someone about it. I never thought I'd get past 21. Life is hard sometimes, but it's also beautiful. Talking helps.
- I hope you feel better now. :]
- Did you seek any advice about this?
- pray
- You will be OK. I had a bad stepfather when I was young. I turned the negative into a positive. Now I have my own family and have a great career. Stay true to yourself and stay busy. Focus on the Prize and you will do fine.
Max - dont worry about all the little things that get us to that point of no return. the only solution is to just slow down a little and take a look around, you might see something that takes cloudy thoughts out of your already heavy mind, or talk to someone u havn't seen for a long time? maybe, this person cool put a nice smile on your face....p.s. if this isn't working for u? jump into the ocean & play in the waves
- I was mantoly abused by my fader and my step mom , i did atampt to commit suicide . I took 100 pills of tylenol and i andit up with a liver transplant , it changed my life 4 ever and i still suffer from depression , and my parents still did not change . So my point is that it is not worthit to hert yoursalf becouse of another people, u shuld get some halp before u do something stupit and its too late.U r too good for that ,trust me i know (sory 4 the speling but english is my second lenguage)
- I know how you are feeling. When I was in highschool I use to cut myself, burn myself with a lighter and punch the wall until my hand started bleeding. My next door neighbor, who was in middle school at the time, had found out about it and she called the guidance counselor at my school and she did nothing but talk to me in her office and my mom to this day has no clue the tormial I went threw in that house. I never recieved help until after my daughter was born and I fell into a deep depression. My husband still does not know to this day how messed up in the head I was and still am.
I am the master at hiding my feelings. - damn that blows
- I raised my self for years alone and had a hard time as well - never feeling wanted etc.... Then one day I woke up and instead of hating so much i realized some people aren't meant to be parents and i wasn't meant to go to hell so i decided to take control of my life and pursue happiness and goals as i saw fit - because in the end i realized we all die alone regardless and i didn't want to die anymore when i realized i could find love, and happiness on my own.
- Don't think of killing yourself, your family, especially your sister will be very sad. Why do u get ignored?
- no one is stopping u bud.. only u know if u feel like living or not.. btw we do hav a over population problem.. just fyi. not to be mean or anything. No one cares in the end.. no one cares if u r happy or sad.. so just chose to be happy and shit on the people who get in the way.
- thats so bad. but please dont kill yourself...right now kill youself later.....when obama wins or right after u vote for him
- you should seek treatment for yourself.
