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Sent to a friend I'm a pedophile. I have tried to see a therapist a couple times, but never have the guts to even go in the building. I also am too cowardly to kill myself, so I am still here. People love me, I have many friends, but none know this secret of course.Rating:3103300.07
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- It seems like no one around here really gives any real advice do they?
Therapy may, or may not work. If you ever do assault a minor, telling you the consequences are useless, as I am sure your well aware. Though considering you feel this as a chronic mental illness you'd likely be put on medication that reduces sexual drives, some men (as this clearly doesn't help female pedophiles) chose to be (medically) castrated.
It would truly help to find the root of your mental state, through therapy clearly, as you have not (assuming) acted on your thoughts there would be nothing to arrest you for. But rather that you would be a priority patient.
Perhaps doing personal research on the matter, such as treatment (as there is no cure), methods of coping, and therapists that specialize in pedophiles would encourage you to get help.
Some doctors believe Pedophilia to be a form of schizophrenia, or part of a sexual condition where individuals have sex drives for inanimate objects (famously for cars,'body/hug pillows',and even display mannequins.) Though all/most doctors believe there is no cure for Pedophilia.
You are the only one who can help yourself, but much like a drug addict or anyone else with a mental disorder, it's difficult.
On another note;
Anyone who dejects a person's cry for help, is as responsible for their elicit actions as the person who commits them. Doing nothing to change, stop, or intervene with a problem makes a person as guilty as the one who commits the act. - I know people may hate you for what you are. But no condition is eternal. May you find peace.
- Next time you want to kill yourself: TRY HARDER.
- sick
- You want us to pity you? Fucking pathetic.
- Don't listen to them. Killing yourself is not the way to go. Think of it this way. If you can work up the courage to kill yourself, you can work up the courage to walk into the building with the therapist. Mentally, they amount to the same thing for you. Someone finds out either way most likely. One way has a future. Next time you think about killing yourself, go to the therapist instead, and use your courage there.
- Don't listen to previous guy. You are a monster who needs to be destroyed. Either burn all evidence and do it yourself or let prisioners do it after everyone knows. You will break the law eventually, if you haven't already. It is the nature of sex crimes. You can die with no one knowing, or you can die and ruin the life of a child and everyone knows. The choice is yours.
- You don't have the guts to see a therapist? How else are you supposed to help yourself? PLEASE go get help. Those children you have/had/think about having sex with do not deserve it. They don't deserve to have their innocent so cruelly ripped away. So, please for their sake, get help and stop fucking around.
- Obviously you do need help. Be a man and get it! If not you will end up in jail eventually, where you will be the bitch of some big nigger who ass-fucks you every night.
- Get a gun.
Put in mouth.
Pull trigger.
The world is a better place! - lol
- Don't listen to the people who are sending you hate messages. You are the way you are. So long as you don't do anything about your urges, don't feel bad. You have people that love you. Don't kill yourself. Seek professional help. Therapists will understand. Trust me, they've heard worse. They can help you understand yourself and your urges, and keep them safely under control.
- You should kill yourself. You suck you piece of shit.
- You are right about one thing, you are a peice of shit.
- children are sexy.
- /yourlife
- I hope you get ass-raped...with a fucking baseball bat!!
I hope that your kind of people dies of aids! - go get help. people are fucked up in many ways, you can get help. you know where to get it so go. x
- Don't ruin an innocent child's life. They don't deserve that. I really hope that you never act out on this behavior. To harm someone weaker than you is the most horrible thing that you could ever do and your soul will probably be damned.
- take a single shot 12 guage shot gun (buy them in most places for $100-150 ) buy a box of shotgun shells (about $5-10) .. load one shell into gun. Put end of barrel in mouth ...take your left hand and push the trigger ...
- vagina
- Take an overdose
- you sound like a good person
- Vous êtes un pédophile comme moi, mais vous avez également le viol rhinocéros, des hippopotames et des éléphants.
- Have you acted out your fantasy? If not, then you are not a piece of shit. The therapists will not see you the same way as the idiots on here who just want to point the finger at someone else so they can feel better about their own revolting pathetic lives.
- Moron has been back again trying to make crap confessions look popular. Probably because they are all his.
- Go die piece of shit.
- u need help urgently! plz don't let an innocent child suffer, because ur 2 ashamed 2 get help 4 ur issues. normal ppl, don't find themselves attracted 2 children! utterly disgraceful!!
- there is no place in the world 4 ppl like u, u belong in a psychiatric hospital or jail, not on the streets or around children.
- i would stay focused on photos or videos and never venture on the real thing.i would try therapy but never venture on the real thing once again.if you got to really have it. near the main us army base in the philippines you will find boys and girls 5-10 looking for sex and many of the USA staff have tasted the fruits.when a 4 year old whispers blow job..it blows your mind....once again stick to your photos and give the therapy a try. good luck!
- Jesus loves even you.
- No, Jesus said that people who hurt kids should have a stone tied around their neck and thrown into a river. So even Jesus hates you. Don't bother with therapy you human garbage, just stick your penis in a meat grinder and bleed to death like yo deserve.
- I'm a father of 5, I'll kill you if you want? I'll even cut you up and make you suffer just like you mad those kids suffer seriously I'll kill you if you want you sick fuck and guess what, it will be out secret ! please please please do us a favour and DIE!
- its very difficult i know,therapy and medication to kill sex drive would be your best bet.if u really need it,some cultures do not frown on loving a non adult.good luck.god bless!
- Why don't you try confessing to people in person? Your death wish might be shifted into overdrive. There are plenty of hot-headed youths with nothing better to do than stomp the very head of indignation.
- woah.
- KILL YOURSELF NOW.
SERIOUSLY ALL BULLSHIT ASIDE.
I HAVE THE UTMOST RESPECT FOR PEDOPHILES WHO
KILL THEMSELVES.
I CONSIDER THEM HEROS.
I AM PROUD OF THEM.
YOU CAN DO IT, I BELIEVE IN YOU. - Try God!
- Have you ever given into your urges, if not, then you should get help. sensible people will be sympathetic to you.
If you have, then get therapy anyway. It is better than what you are doing and the hell you are going through, and putting your victims through. - I hope this is fake
- try baby jesus
- rub peanut butter on your face, get naked, go 2 elementary school and sit on the front steps. someone will help you there.
- man i would just look, dont touch
- I bet you know at least one other pedophile... think about that. Now, did you figure out who it is? Good... go talk to them, tell them about your urges and wrong doings... after that bond with them and start a relationship with them. Take turns dressing up like kids, role playing, and shaving each other's body hair. Hell, diapers if need be (I don't know how young you like em')... then go fuck each other.
- look at all these fucking weirdos posting hate comments. My advice is don't pity yourself and post this for these people to throw hate comments at you. These people watch to much fucking TV and see news about "pedo this and pedo that, minor this minor that" and think there are so fucking cool being a hater. I'm so sick of them. Because of you guys there are so many stupid ass laws out there in the U.S., which suppose to be the land of the fucking free. Now because of FUCKS like you, one day parents can't even hold there fucking kids anymore without being scared of getting called a FUCKing pedo. FUCK you haters, that's all I have to say to you.
Anyways back on subject, if I were you, I would seek help and be careful with your urges. Don't ever have real "sex" with them. A therapist can help your mindset and change your paradigm shift with the small youngsters like 8 and younger. I've got to admit that some kids are "hot", even at a fucking "minor" age. So there is no way out of that I suppose. - Shut the fuck up you idiots. People don't just fucking wake up one day and say "Oh BOY SKIPPY, Ima go molest children!". Pedophiles are victims too and I have known plenty of them in the past, I use to counsel youngins who offended. Get your heads outta your asses and realize, pedophiles are not the monsters, YOU ARE! An average pedophile tries (and I have connected countless confessions during counseling to prove my fact) they're best to stay away from kids unless they are really going (and by that I mean horny) then it doesn't seem like a crime to them until after they realize what they have just done! They are not the monsters, you are because you are encouraging suicide to people who cry out for help. You deserve to die, not them, they can be helped, but people who do what you do (encourage suicide) are people I don't want to help. Maybe you assholes should take a step back and really think about that.
Your not born a pedophile. It is NOT a mental illness, IT IS NOT INCURABLE! It is very curable, it is NOT A DISEASE it is just a problem that occurs during some people's life. - go get help.if not a therapist.try a priest and confess.
- add me on msn pls yourmanhere@msn.com
- No, the people sending you hate messages are genuine and rotten pieces of shit.
- All of you mother fucker that are telling this person to die should all go to hell. If you dont like his fucking post then move the fuck on. stop being so fucking immature you little bitches. at least he is trying to get help. all you mother fuckers think your so damned perfect. i bet half you mother fuckers have the same problem.
Hey, I know its hard but you can get through this. God is always with you wheather you believe it or not. just talk to him sometime. - Tell any one of your 'friends' and wait for the cops...
- just believe in god, my friend. if you feel ashamed, repent! you will slowly learn to resist the urge, try telling a therapist if you are courageous, if not, don't be ashamed, just tell ,if you can, someone who you trust, or someone anonymous, maybe on some chatroom! don't dwell into things that bring you back to temptation. i know its hard to get away from desires, on your own, even i'm an addict to drugs, but if you confess truly to someone who really sympathizes, you will gather courage to resist it. may god be merciful on you.
FOR THE HATERS: Ya all are just PIECE OF SHIT YOURSELVES, instead of making one recover, you just push him back to his darkness, may God have mercy on you all too, for what you guys do! - To all defending this guy: I hope he molests your kids first! O wait u probably don't have any because if you did you wouldn't be defending this waste of life so shut up! To the mo- if you're having trouble killing yourself Ill gladly do it for you quick and painless. Its a much kinder end than u will find in the penetentary. Go die
- To all defending this guy: I hope he molests your kids first! O wait u probably don't have any because if you did you wouldn't be defending this waste of life so shut up! To the mo- if you're having trouble killing yourself Ill gladly do it for you quick and painless. Its a much kinder end than u will find in the penetentary. Go die
- repent repent repent repent and he who is without sin let him throw the first stone.
- Dude, all of these comments, mine inculded, don't You have to do what's right for your life. Myself, I am a sociopath with tendencies toward all sexual deviations, as well as homicidal and suicidal tendencies. I have never acted out for fear of getting caught. You need to find a solid circle of support and stick with it. Suicide is probably not the answer, but don't rule it out. No one makes it out alive. I would rather have an adult die than have a child hurt.
- All of this "advice" about professional help is a waste of time. The only way your bonds can be broken is to cry out to Jesus. The only power a man has to be changed is found in Christ. No counselor can set you free. Give you heart to Christ.
- u will never be happy until u get help, i promise u that
- the first step is to admit that you have a problem.. take some efort in to leave those thougths and that life.. you will make it. one day at a time..
- some amount of kids on this site, this is a persons life were talking about! theres plenty of websites for kids who want to tell jokes but this isnt one of them.
and to the author, seek proffesional help, their there not to judge, but to listen. once you let all out you can finally begin to cure yourself. - I agree with the people who are sending you Jesus's way. I believe you still have a chance at life as long as you're willing to repent of this sin.
Think about what you're putting these poor children through and what it will do to them for the rest of their lives. We, as adults, need to protect our children, not harm them. Please open the Bible and read about Jesus and cry for forgiveness. May the Lord have mercy on us and I hope the best for you and please leave the children alone! - ‘God so loved the world [no exceptions] that he gave his only begotten Son that whosoever [no exceptions] believes in him shall not perish’ (John 3:16, KJV)
Jesus said himself, that the one only unforgivable sin is to blaspheme the Holy Spirit. Pretty much meaning to continually reject Jesus' salvation, never repent, and pretty much accuse holiness of being evil.
You look at some of these replies that folks leave and you wonder who really needs forgiveness here.
Child molestation is awful, yes, but I don't care who you are or what you've done; if you're willing to repent of your sins (stop them) and believe in what Jesus did for us on that cross, you have nothing to worry about. Think about it, the fact that you're seeking forgiveness is a good sign. Something in you is telling you to stop. That means there's a hope.
Please goto this website I think you'll find it extremely helpful.
Jesus be with you, and God bless!
p.s. Don't make children suffer for your
lack of sexual control. Next time you feel
that urge, do something like goto your church
and sit there and talk to God about it or something.
Just anything to distract the sin. - the website I was trying to post is
net-burst.net/guilty/sin.htm
if that won't even post then it's
net-burst dot net slash guilty slash sin
dot H T M - chemical castration,,and stay away from kids, mate
- Let me tell you a secret. Children smell funny and are no more sexually attractive than animals. What gets you off about the idea is the danger. You know that you're playing with fire, and are inviting yourself to make a mistake that will destroy your life.
There is always a self destructive tendency concealed behind that kind excitement...and it's rooted in feelings of anger. This is true about any adrenaline rush. Come to terms with it. What are you so angry about that you are willing to destroy yourself? - Please kill our self? God needs to be removed from hurting minors
- I am the voice....Kill your self....
- DIE YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT!
- How many lives has the catholic church and the pope destroyed for raping young boys? yet their are millions of followers. People need to realize satan is controlling the church. Channel all your hatered towards educating people about the catholic church and there pedophile ways. Its disgusting. Vatican = 666
forced sunday worship is the vaticans mark. - Yeah evil can even find it's way
into church. Whoever said that
Satan can't touch people within
the church walls? I go to a baptist
church myself and had it not been
for this wonderful church and the
fellowship I've found there, I don't
even know where I'd be. God bless - To the person who said,
"Anyone who dejects a person's cry for help, is as responsible for their elicit actions as the person who commits them. Doing nothing to change, stop, or intervene with a problem makes a person as guilty as the one who commits the act."
Very well put. Every evil thing that can be imagined
has been done on the earth but I feel in my heart that those who cry for help, realizing they need it, deserves forgiveness and another chance.
God be with us and hope that all your hearts open to Jesus. - it's been recently proven there is NO rehabilitation for pedophiles. seeing a shrink everyday isn't going to make you want to have sex with children any less. you should just kill yourself.
- All you guys who sweared to him or her are total whores!
You should go and see a therapist and I dont think youre quilty for this this is a sickness and theres nothing to be shy about telling to a doctor(it can be hard to say it to your family and friends but a doctor is diffferent). so go and see a therapist immediately, you can get over this! Good luck! - as someone who was sexually assaulted as a child i think the best thing for you to do is nip it in the bud,
get help NOW! before you destroy a life that isnt yours to destroy... do anything you can to stop this...
- umm prey for help
- NO PITY FOR A COWARD!
- You don't deserve friends. You don't deserve sympathy. You don't deserve life. You make me sick, there's nothing a lot of people would like more than hunting down you bastards and making you wish you were never born. I hope one of those people does find you we don't need any freaks of nature like you in this world. Have a short life.
- pray to Jesus be afraid of his wrath
- So he has a choice, kill himself or become worse?
geez, this forum sucks balls - You should be proud of yourself for admitting you have a problem and wanting to get help. Now walk up to that therapists office with your head held high because you want to change. You are not evil, you are a good person who doesn't want to hurt little children. As a mother of a little boy I can say I wish that all the pedophiles of the world would be like you and admit you have a problem and want help. Get help before you do something you regret.
- I hope you get a baseball bat shoved up ur ass to rapture your organs then die painfully
- Every Person who said hateful things should be ashamed for yourselves!!! A Place for confession is A Place to finally be open in order to help themselves.
The first step to anything is confession. If that person is rejected in anyway it could be bad. Most people who get rejected end out being worse than before. Congradulations for helping humanity continue to get worse.
People who said nasty things you shouldn't be commenting but confessing your own thoughts of immorality. You are killing this man in your head. Are you much different than the man your are convicting? Think about it.
You all who said hatefull things should take your own advise then because you ruin peoples lives just like any other disorder.
To the man in need of help... You know what is right and wrong. You obviously care. You Just Need To Have Confidence In Yourself. God has given us all the power to stand, its our choice to reach inside and be tall. I have an addiction to pornography, and until I found this strength that has been inside me this whole time. I was told in the Good Book that I can do all things through Him who strengthens me. Meaning God works through us to help others, and until you help others you won't be able to do anything to help yourself.
Also remember that you cannot limit yourself, because when you do that you are also limiting God. So when you say you are a pedophile, you can be something entirely else, as long as you believe it. - I agree. You really need to pray for God to remove that evil from your sprit. I am a victim of rape, twice; As a child and as a adult. I have forgiven the people who hurt me and I pray God will remove the evil that possesses them to hurt people and give them peace. I will also pray for you.
- try to change....don't be scared 2 go to the therapist.
But no pity.
- If god sends gays to hell, then you, my friend, have no chance. Suicide is your only choice. Piece of shit
- being a pedophile is one of those things that people are rarely "cured" of. maybe instead of killing yourself, stay the fuck away from anyones home who has children, schools, or any other place you can hurt a child
- Jump in front of a school bus full of kids going atleast 50MPH, don't think about it twice, just do it, i hope those kids see your organs all over the street
- all the jesus freaks
grow up
get real
this guy wants to touch children. Hes probably going to touch children.
Swallow your pride, tell a doctor, chemical castration.
you will feel better than you ever have.
Its the only way to come out of this situation with pride and the knowledge that you did the right thing. - An option is "chemical castration" in which a medicine stops the body from producing testosterone, which is what castration accomplishes. One medicine is Depo Lupron. A medicine that lasts a year is implanted in the arm.
- jesus forgives all, I however am not jesus. Do us all a favour and end your life. you receive no pity from me.
- Oh shit man.. you better kill yourself you gross me out.. cuz i was a victim of fucking pedoes like you.. fucking moron
- Dude don't kill yourself just don't let yourself do it again of course. An try to get your mind off of that. Don't talk to kids unless they talk to you first. Try to set a good example an be short with them. Probably go to church or something. Get saved nigga
- BELIEVE PRAYER WORKS
- are you married? if yes then
do you have children?
if no, do you want to have children? to be a parent a father?
now imaging I raping your children, how does that feel? nice.... sexy.....
now imagim me raping your child in front of you, what would you do? join me and have sex with your child with me? a combo?
OR WOULD YOU KILL ME????
IF YOU WOULD KILL ME THEM YOU PROBABLY GOT YOUR ANSWER!!!!!!! - I say that all of those whom are cursing are the sinners, and not the subject in question, whom wants forgiveness, to repent.
God blesseth that yee is goodeth - If you aren't, in fact, a fake, then do us all a favor and kill yourself NOW!
- tell me where u live and i will help you!!!! tell me now!
- fuck this god shit! u god lovers need to live through being raped or molested and wanting to kill urself dailey and never being able to have a proper relationship or life because some fucken selfish asshole thought u were something they could use for their pleasure. u cant fucken get help?! u selfish bastard! i will help u i will fucken help you get catrated its nothing compared to what u do! u torture!! its worse than murder. children deserve to feel safe and happy. i hate u more than anything i hate u more than i hate living my life after being raped and molested. get help or kill urself now!!!!!
- Why didn't anyone molest me when i was younger? Wasn't I sexy enough?!!!>
- If any man here is puting up the front like he's never fantasized about sex with a minor, or checked out a minor...is a fucking liar and a half! Be straight up ! A girl can look hot at 13-14 years old..no doubt...so help the man to help himself...better to like girls than to be a FAG!!! And just to let many of you assholes know...if you read in your history books...women in the past got married at very young ages...and we should really continue that way...instead of a girl getting tossed up by men from 10 to when shes a grown woman..let he be commited..so what shes young...theres grass on the feild...play ball mutherfucker....as soon as shes able to have kids..
- Learn about Islam...become a Muslim..worship God alone without Partners...if one becomes a Muslim...all his past sins are forgiven, and he is like a newborn baby....Islam also provides all the solutions to every problem you can imagine...
- theraphy maybe works in 1/3 of the cases its based on the theraphy for alcholism however its much easier to avoid alachol then kids.
so if you can't be controled do us all a favor and off yourself (and do it right this time). - no matter how horrible the person,or there habits. no one deserves death. everyone can be helped one way or another.
- All u fucked up people writing shit like find god, Get Real,if there was a god he wouldnt make people like this sick peice of shit that wrote this post.. Now if this guy was real about getting HELP he would of by now but no he comes on this site and writes this post like were meant 2 feel sorry 4 him (which I dont). The reason he doesnt get help it because he like what he is doing. Pedophiles get it 2 easy even when they get sent 2 jail. And killing urself is a easy way out aswell. So dont kill urself please let me do it 4 u. I would kill u so slow so u had time 2 think about all the bad u have done,then when u beg me 4 ur life,just then i might kill u but not b4 u see and feel the pain u have put some poor child or childern thorugh. Dont worry im sure u will get whats coming 2 u.
- become a roman catholic priest, kill two birds with one stone, get jeses and the kids at the same time and if your caught the church will move you to a new parrish to start again. you also get to confess and get forgiven.
- I have a husband, and a mother who was victum of molestation from family members... My husband is fine but it still bothers him constantly... But my Mom has had major break downs every year for the last 11 years from unresolved issues in her childhood.. You need to get some fucking help! Stop being a coward, cause all you have to do is stop. It's that simple.
- I was molested by a pedophile and sexually exploited over the internet back in 2001 by that very same person. I had to go to therapy for 6 years to overcome my fear of men. I'm sorry that you are sick, I'm sorry that you are to cowardly to resolve your self-issue, I'm sorry that you don't think you'll be able to get over it. People are telling you to kill yourself and people are telling you to go to God for the answer. The answer is within yourself and no you do not deserve to die.
After I was molested, I wanted my brother to take a shotgun to that man's head and blow it clean off, I was so angry and didn't realize my own violent tendencies had gone above and beyond. Therapy helped me overcome it.
I think a lot of people who have posted here need help. - If you wanted real advice you would have showed your face you jerk! Ill give you real advice with my foot in your ass.
- I was molested when i was five. Today I think he was a sick man who was probably molested to. I hope he got treatment and is living a happy life and knows that some Presence loves him no matter what he's done.
- Oh my god. Everyone whos leaving hatemail needs to shut the fuck up.
Listen, man. I'm a 13 year old girl, and if I saw you I wouldn't be in the least bit scared.
You are who you are, and you can change even that.
Go get therapy. Please. You can fix this. I guarantee it.
God accepts you for who you are. - Scientifically supported Fact: pedophilia is a mental illness scienticifally supported FACT:mental illnesses cannot be cured but CAN be treated Common sense: death threats and advice to commit suicide may push a small percentage of those who suffer from pedophilia over the edge but will convince the larger portion that no one will to help them increasing the chance that they will offend rather than get help. This also increases the likelyhood that violent offenders will kill their victim in order to avoid getting caught.
what does this mean when all strung together? everyone who is hate mailing is participating in turning a mentally ill patient away from getting the help he will need to prevent him from becoming a predator.
This raises the question: How are monsters created? The answer to this is that they are created by other monsters.
The difference between the haters and this man who suffers from pedophilia as that this man at least KNOWS he is sick. I pray that both parties will seek some help with their issues Before the prior becomes a child molester and the latter become murderers.
- What is the specific problem here?
Have you acted on your urges? If not, perhaps you should consider the possibility that there is no problem. There is nothing wrong with thoughts, however perverted - actions are a different matter.
Also, what do you mean by a "pedophile" - the word is so overused these days. It applies equally to someone who lusts after toddlers, and to someone who lusts after middle-school girls who have breasts and dress like sluts. If you are attracted to the latter, you are pretty normal - obviously acting on that attraction is generally a bad idea. - Quit the priestthood and bang some nuns, like the Pope.
- Maybe you should reverse the roll and get raped by an 80 y/o old man in the ass.
- If I had my way, I'd put you in front of a firing squad.
- Some people just don't deserve to live.
I was molested.
So no sympathy for you.
Living is a PRIVILIDGE - and you lost yours.
Like I said: not everyone deserves to live. - Hope you get help soon. You've made a good start by acknowledging you have a problem.
- visit
www.hollyjones.ca
It will help you in your decision NOT to become a pedophile. - I'm telling Holly's parents on you!
